i've always found it hard playing mediator. an arduous task i wld say. mom was in a foul mood jus now and dad was jus looking away from her direction. as always they were upset over trivial matters. dad went down to get the vehicle as we head for dinner. so on the way down mom told me wats she unhappy about dad. and so yea i asked her to jus think on the bright side and so on. and so throughout the journey few words were said. during dinner everything was back to normal, but i can well sense displeasure among them. its easy. back home, mom went into the shower and so dad spoke to me about his displeasure towards mom. i mean, sometimes both parties are at fault but they jus dont wanna give way. hope tmr they willl b fine. den after that they started arguing agn:( sometimes the phrase 'forgive and forget' sure holds. why let the hatred in you take control? its pointless and a waste of time. hmm mayb they're (parents) jus stressed over work. y cant both of them give way?
life's selfish. cruel and unrelenting at times. was at serangoon yesterday and saw this man selling tissues at 3 packs a dollar. the uncle typically had all four of his limbs amputated and i guessed he was suffering from diabetes. it was a very bitter sight as i wondered whether he deserved all this. according to some religions they might link it to their past lives and are serving their punishments at present. how far can we believe that? and that since its already all in the past shouldnt they be given a chance? a chance that they might well repay their debts owed in their previous lives, that might help many others. it pains me that the uncle had to stand in the middle of a public place (i bet with difficulty) jus to get some money for a meal. where are his children? if not siblings. i reckon they ran away just because of the thought of sustaining the life of that poor uncle. speaking of unrelenting, millions in the world are suffering and not only that, nature seems the make the worst for them. read up on Darwin's theory jus now, so does all the talk on natural selection apply here? its cruel though.
days to 'A's. the very thing that all the jc2 students of singapore await and have be working so hard for the past 2 years. and its relieving to know that all this ends in a month. personally im not prepared, probably mentally. a scene keeps appearing in my mind, a scene when im in the examination hall and my mind went blank and jus refuses to provide me with answers which all the while im trying so hard to get it into my storage bank. scary. to all and me, gd luck in watever exams u're sitting for :)
