time flies
how fast it seems to direct my life
and me sometimes being caught unprepared..
weeks back
was counting down towards the end of exams
the very last hurdle that everyone out there is waiting for
now it is days till the end of the exams
am i prepared for that?
no im not
im afraid of wat the future has in store for me
im afraid of the end which seemingly represents a new start
im afraid of being out into the real world, the challenges that will await
im afraid of losing everything that i have right now
man i shld be studying right now for physics
but something keeps pulling me back
i dont want the end to come
even though it means more studies
i miss my school days
and i cant accept wats gonna happen without that
many things are waiting for me to do after 'A's
and weeks back i couldnt wait for that time to come
but now it seems as though im reluctant for that time to come
i dono wats good for me
and wats not
nor do i know wat i really want in life
or wat i want not
been working so very hard the past month
and yet i dono why am i doing it
funny aint it?
hope is all i can do right now
but wat can i hope for
i have to really think through it
time to hit the books agn :(
gd luck to me tmr
