went to send ms tan off early tis morn. man its really early la was like so dizzy whn i got out of bed. reached airport late, abt half hr only la. and watched was ms tan's back turned the corner out of sight. i suppose all of us there will experience a whole new life altogether already :) take care tantan!
went for breakfast at the staff canteen after which. the foods great hahaha din regret the chnge of venue from macs which is like more unhealthy and expensive :)
really hilarious whn i see the guys make fun of malcolm hahha tho no real ill intention there but hope he doesnt take thngs seriously hahaha. malcolm and mommy together sure is some combination... haha she'll kill me if she reads tis lol! hahah to mom: don worry la i'll love you more dan mlcolam does :)
den we all proceeded to katong den we split up. so me bry and ahbu went to play pool, den mal came along. while the rest went to play lan (some super 5-hr package). really had fun so long never play for so long alr hahah den some of the crap shots really cracked me n bry up! some budget place tat is. no music, place so bright, the table quality like ahem one hahahaha. but cheap can alr la haha :D after that we went for dinner den proceeded home. waaa den highlight of the day.. traffic jam on the expressway! tink it was some accident at the entrance of sengkang, den causing jams like all the way to ikea. like the longest bus ride i've sat in history la and i even managed to finish my book. sit until kar-ching pain lol, was abit frustrated tho cause i nided to answer natures call lol!
came back home.wasnt a really great time..
sometimes i wonder.. its so difficult to maintain family ties. is it? the commitment level must be strong, tats one thing. secondly, the level of trust must be there as well. and most impt of all it wld require all members to have at least a little common interest to like function. at least thats the case for me.quarrelled with my parents earlier on. was like hell for me tho everythings settled already. hmm those who know me, wonder why thers so much happening at my home haha arg
i stepped home earlier on after being scolded by the pasar malam auntie for parking my bike near her stall and a 2hr plus journey home. went into the kitchen whn my dad asked me like something. so i replied him. he den shouted back at me and i was like !!! don even know wat happened la. really don understand why in the world they owas think im very rude to them. and they keep saying that the way i answer them sometimes really sounds like i not happy. was damn irritated and tired alr la den i shouted back at them. then it was like war of words lik tat, me n my dad screaming across the house.. dono wads wrong la.. damn crap. lucky managed to talk things out later, peacefully.
one thing i notice abt them, which i told them nicely too, was that they owas love comparing stuffs and looking back at the past.den was lik telling them wats the point about looking back whn things are already over la.and when things are already set in place wouldnt it be better if you look at things after tat as in in the future. so many times i've told them that my prelims were bad cause i dint have the time to really study and tats that. but they down there keep wanting to know why i din have the time to study n all tat.. damn irritating
den its about speaking up.me and my brother are DIFFERENT so wads the point of comparing. fine if he doesnt argue back whn hes being scolded and thats his prob wad not mine. and wats wrong with defending yourself if you tink you're not in the wrong.. its like crap abt the younger-ones-shld-not-talk-back thingy for me cause like to me speaking up is very impt la. hope they understand cause its like in their eyes im some stubborn kid whos so hard to find obedience in me like since young. and fine if you all think tat its difficult to communicate with me, or tats wat u all feel. and to mom: fine that u tink gor is 10times better than me, i'll remember that
so wat about us learning morals in school when family are supposed to sit down and talk things out whn im the one who inititiates that only earlier on, the very first in our family history. shldnt tis be the elder's job. its like arg how are we going to solve problems with all that screaming. was telling dem also that 'you tink all those quarrels very enjoyable ah' and they go quiet. crap la why it owas happen to me and not like my brother. den it owas end up in like 3 against 1 kinda thing which like, sometimes i can only turn to my frens of course and there they go saying i treat my frens above family wehn in fact i value my family so much.really glad tat i got it all out jus now and hope they remember wat i said. dono la. 3rd day of the 2007 den like screaming across the house, nxt time kill each other also dono. okay la i admit its my fault tat i was harsh with my words too but at the first place why quarrel abt so trivial things. not only to me but sometimes between my papa and mama. funny sometimes that they quarrel over so sml thgs like the toilet bowl.
owas hear tat quarrels bring ppl closer. i hope tat holds true laa hahaha
some lame entry la don bother to read but i tink if u read tis sentence prob u finish reading already lol!
cya! hope i'll b smiling by tmr :)
