man time flies, like some stupid insect tt bugs everyone, it changes things, from faces (like figuritively) to the material stuff we see each day. and its kinda inevitable tt we step up and move on, into the various phases of life - smthg which i hate cause its sort of a challenge, cause you'll then see the strength of the ties between each other, n its kinda sad sometimes. haha and like months back i actually felt like enlisting in jan, cause its like wasting my time out here, and now its like about 11/2 mths to the actual thg, hmm i feeling kind sad. hair gone, and probably detached from the world (at least for a period of time) and like tho you can book out on wkends its still kinda redundant haha
chinese new yr was still great on the whole,tho huang was lik telling me she hates cny. bt okay la i still get some budget income and gt to play mahjong, and my cousin who stayed over at my house den its like i have to entertain him thruout. bt i still like him alot tho hahah. n my ahgong is terribly frail nowadays, really hope things will get btr for him :)
went to meet eug n qx at city hall yest n i was QUITE late haha. cause i was waiting for my dad to send me to the nearest mrt station. haha had an great time thruout the seoul garden, n bry n ws joined us in eating hahaha. i tink its like one of the times my stomach feel lik its exploding, tho the amt i ate lik incomparable to ws la ahaha. hanged out till damn late la was super tired cause my cousin woke me up super early to play with him LOL den its like alr my bed time whn we went for supper. den its like i din have my key with me to go bac home so i stayed over at eug's place. n we talked till lik 5plus in the morn before going to slp hahaha.hmm wat can 2 guys talk abt in the middle of the night hahhaha. was lik telling him the past few times i went to his haus we were still in sch uni la, n i really want to say agn hahah time seems to be moving super fast la sigh. prob will b countg down to the days b4 i enlist alr..
and i tod thru this also, learning to fgive n forget is v impt.mistakes are unavoidable but learnin frm them is impt to.yes for the past 2 yrs i believe i've made several wrong routes and really hope to seek forgiveness in whichever wrong. hope everyone will tink tt way too :)
met up with guan cheng's place on new yr's eve. felt alot yet much wasnt shown and emotions running through my mind. the feeling of dread, happiness, sadness combined into one, dread cause smtimes due to each's busy schedule its impossible to sustain tt closeness; happiness being that its really heartwarming to see many faces, the faces which lighted up my jc life and gave me strength in the initial stages of tertiary education; and sadness, yes, time would determine how far each and everyone of our friendship can last, and yes i am optimistic, tho it takes quite an amount of effort. guan cheng, our great great friend whose distance between us doesnt undermine that inner bond. and of course not forgetting the rest of the s10 peeps.
and to t4,eugene, tt terrible friend, terrible in a good way i suppose, i really appreaciate his everythg, everythg tt we've done together and i can say i really enjoyed working with you, be it durin interact times or class activites. and same for bryan and weishun, really glad i've met them. and im sure t4 will go a long way. hmm responding to eugene's post, freedom goes a long, long way. soon i believe i'll be like him.hmm times really running out for me alr and guesss i won have time to thank each and everyone. it is time for me, and possibly everyone my age to grow in maturity and morals, thinking and actions, hope i'll do fine inside. owell tts wat to expect in growing up i suppose..
hahaha guess me n eugene are jus supporters of yiruma. kiss the rain, another piece from him, simply just blends into the life-stories of many. its melody and everything jus seem to touch my heart and set the listener into a blur of emotions, yet it brings out the optimism and strength of the personal character, such a wonderful piece..hope i'll learn it someday hah
enlisting would mean growing older, and im really not prepared for that, really. just looking at the little kids running around the park, it really made me feel that time shld be turned back.life with no troubles, no responsiblity, no nothing, certainly is appealing, yes, and if given the chance i would really tell them to play all they can,while they can. cause growing older gives a whole new meaning, and soon i'll be like my cousins, married, working adults. its kinda hard to accept that hah. owell ns is jus another chapter of my life, another phase in which all men have to step into, and a challenge, as i've said earlier.
8 + 31 + 9 = 48 days
