how does it feel, when a bubble rising up, towards hope and desire, bursts?sometimes people say, its hard being parents. to educate, to provide for, to encourage their kids and so on. on the other side of that coin, its kinda difficult being kids this days too. to find joy in whatever they do, yet facing the need to compromise, with parents and their surroundings alike. parental and peer pressure, as what it is, it is somethng strong, that could make a resolute mind take sides, to even stumble and fall. but honestly speaking, as everythg in this world are of opposites, that could serve as stepping stones and building blocks of one's life. that quandary is indeed vexing, whether to trust oneself or others, and again it boils down to the individual, what he or she wants at the very end. still, another scenario is when a person doesnt even know what he wants, thats when the huge question mark comes in, and whether or not, to seek breathing space, or allow yourself to be driven to the corner
giving up is no option, and worst still, giving up on life. yet sometimes you are presented with such circumstances, when you feel that life's unfair, when all that is staring at your very eyes, a dark gloomy tunnel, with no light at the end. yes, life's unfair from the start and fraught with challenges, and its up to you whether you rise up to the occasion, whether you succeed. when you fall, its about picking up the pieces, though many a time, it could leave one deeply wounded, on the interior. yes, encouragement is what that person needs but thinking about it, nothing's going to change, for you and everyone else. thats life
regret. it might serve as a learning platform while at the same time, the basis for further failure. complacency is another issue. i've learnt many things the past weeks, and most importantly, i realised finally, i've grown. time does not wait for you, nothing does in this world. and while its good at times to let emotions, emotions such as elation and of course, sadness, get the better of you, at times its better to just put it aside and think of whats good for you. such that regret will not take further ground, and hurt you further, deeper
sometimes putting yourself in others' shoes is very important, as well as looking into the emotions and thoughts of others. it gives you room to give others room, and the most significant of all, giving others that slightest form of respect. depending on situations, maybe the least one can do would be to back off.hmmm
someone told me, its quite sad sometimes when you know something is going to happen, and you dont wanna go on anymore. and that at best you can only do whatever can be done and treasure what you already have. kinda true, especially if you appear to know that somethings are seemingly impossible but yet, by not putting in that tinge of effort you might end up in regret even. on the contrary, going on with it.. its kinda hard.
how important is family? in fact, very. yet, what is one which doesnt show encouragement, one that its possible to find that their not as close to you as your friends? owell. maybe parents are like that. yes they are and i have to accept it. life is about accepting what comes in your way, and most importantly, be happy. and its difficult, to find yourself being left out, from friends and family alike, perhaps them being far more superior than you, in terms of age or performances in life, yes i think i understand it, finally..
I am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going homethirty-five.pain, from the insides.
