man.really an eventful week for me.went to visit my ahgong on saturday.still looking fine and pretty much alive.then on monday, hes gone.yea tats about it.glad that he actually passed on due to old age. some 90years old. and i find it amazing cus during the various ceremonies i've attended during the wake itself, those memories of him start to come back, like the scrambled pieces of a jigsaw.its a pleasant thing thou, andi think that many a times u'll only remember what happened in the past, at times like this.
whether i'm sad or not, i still don't really know.but whats gone is gone so i shan't think so much already. but throughout tis week, i found that i got to talk to my cousins more:D like cynthia/justin/nicholas/joanne etc besides jus knowing that old age really sucks. prolly that stroke really did hit him hard
mahjong was great, and i still think that its a tough mental game.especially so cus its usually played thru the night, which sucks. the next day u'll jus blank out. and the smu interview went relatively okay, cus i really cnt judge how well it went.hopefully it went more than well.lol
andandand advanced theory's tis friday.shit balls cus i dont seem to have time to study.and honestly i haven seem to have adjusted to life at ITI.the whole thing's still so unclear here and there.like my job scope etc. wa how to last another nine months. crazy la
life's so confusing sometimes.sometimes u jus duno where u're heading. then if by some chance tat u know you'll think if its the correct direction u're heading.HMM. met up with vincent/yh n gang jus now.was fun la talking about those ocs times, thou i would'nt wish to turn back time in tis case.
hmm ORD.when?
