the past month has been sort of a whirlwind for me. everything that happned jus seem like a blur and it seems harder to realize whats really happening around you with each coming day. i often thought of myself being old, but after being posted to a reservist camp, i became the youngest among the people around me again.
for the past week i've been at kranji attending some course, with reservists forming the bulk of the class. kinda funny interacting with them cus they're practically old enough to be my uncles. and many of them already have their own families, in their own respective fields. so far i've talked to a pilot, a lawyer, a dentist, an orchid farmer, two engineers and a few businessmen. rather interesting from my point of view as the conversations has this air of maturity in them. but rather scary too, to think that someday i'll be in their shoes, talking to some teenager who has yet to grow old. speaking of which, yes im afraid of growing old. some GERASCOPHOBIA.
i guess its part and parcel of life that in every phase of life, you meet new people, spend a certain amount of time with them where some form of bond is formed. and then finally one day you'll have to part ways. its a sad thing in fact, knowing how fast-paced the society have become, that its impossible to keep in contact with every single one of them. i tink im already numb seeing people come and go.its like some everyday affair now. weighin the pros and cons.that sucks la
wa finally managed to start blogging again:D
