somtimes i go back to ponder, whether or not, and as what it is supposed to be the norm, that maturity in a person comes with age but then, i see that its not always the case. having to deal with people older than me off late, there is always this pack of adults, very seemingly infidel-like towards what is like the religion of a soldier, and clearly in the outside world, that manner of behaviour truly does not warrant a respectable social standing in a coporate world. at this juncture, it brings you to question why these people who are so many times my senior are unable to show even decent demeanour when they are really in a situation that requires them to. how is it that the citizens of our land are to have confidence in our forces defending our country?
i realised recently that the relevance in which even the mundane things that we do, ver ymuch depends on how much that matter has a stake on another person, and that's kinda screwed up. accolades is one thing, acknowledgement is another. how much effort a person is willing to put in could actually be how much recognition he wants in the end, and i think thats screwed up as well
i met this man lately. a great man. and despite his age, and being under the charge of a not quite up superior, his dedication for the job is beyond a level that it becomes somewhat pitiful for the bystanders to see. a good typical family man as well. yes, a great man
two rejection letters in the space of two weeks. thats quite a drain on the aspect on my morale too. and when things are not going right for you, you just look to the sky and hope for some light to fall on you, that can bring you back on track. and i just think that 16,700, is a cruel number.
konban ju-ji, met up with the usuals at simpang. was surprised yet happy to see mloclam. duno why. see him = happy. cause can suan him
soccer tmr. and probably tennis on monday. finally get to play :D
