its crazy how life is. and the stagnant mundaness of it all does seem to drive people up the wall too. i really really cant wait for all this to end. brr
shichi getsu. seven months, to sheer liberty.
i feel great talking to people, for they share their experiences and somewhat some insights are being passed on, and that helps, generally, in the well-being and sustainability of a person. the past three weeks i've done exactly that. faces passed and left, like the cars cruising along an expressway. thats quite a sad thing though, but i feel good as well, knowing so many new people, so much so that i can't even remember their names. almost every end of the week, the curtains close with a handshake that signifies the start of another, and that gets boring after awhile. unless i seek to change that;
the appearance of a person, ultimately, are just facades, empty shells that hungrily seek another person's evaluation of whether there is a fox's tail hidden under his pants. and over the past few months i've concluded that it definitely takes more than a day to determine the true character of a person, and yes absolutely, people now still do judge a book by its cover. i've met this man recently, at the first glance, and a couple of conversations that we seem to have snatched away from both our hectic schedules, i concluded he was a good man. and with time, this man, who appeared to have been conceived with an idea of detest and hate by the surrounding people, allowed me to chance upon several incidences whereby he was just a mere irritant, someone who injects loath in the vicinity. ah thats all i can say yupp
next week, my first time as a defending officer for this guy. i do not know what caused him to do wrong, nor what is in for him subsequently cause i haven spoken to him yet. hopefully my mitigation plea would prove some help;
next week, finally the chance to meet up with friends from s01 and definitely mrs gay, and her house;
next week, the basis of what is to come for the subsequent weeks;
i wish, i could hold her hand, till the end of time.
