i'm exhausted, but at the same time contented, with how the way things are now..
though i very much hate to leave, given my imminent departure only in seven weeks time, it is time i seek a new environment, for new experiences and memories are definitely derived from exploring territories untold of. it is a wonder to work with people of all walks of life, from various but largely different social networks, their sharing invaluable and faces an indelible mark of my life. i've learnt as much, and ltc koh's speech last thursday reveals all i have to say. talents abound in everyone, and it is the very individual who go the extra mile in achieving that end. that very much leads to the future of oneself being bright or bleak, if he does not seek self-improvement, and self-reflection, which is a vastly significant aspect of one's life
the affair i've had with the army thus far was way enriching, as much as i've learnt so much about regimentation, it is paramount that you give your all in everything you do, of course with a pretty much positive attitude, and even a smile could prove to work wonders. everyone is born with a good heart, i suppose. and beyond a doubt, this life have brought me to witness both extremes, some with a heart of gold, some rotten beyond repair, and definitely, i still hold on to the stand where good will one day triumph over all evil
it seems that the clouds does choose the days in which to precipitate, days with huge occasions seldom end up wet. like yesterday's commissioning parade, and zoukout at sentosa, you could safely hope for dry weather. normal days like today, its so hard especially during the december period to plan something outdoor, and its getting so so frustrating omgg
seldom does migraine strike me, until yesterday. it seriously hurts, and i hope for those who have rampant attacks of such. 05s10 gathering yesterday! was so great seeing all those familiar yet foreign faces, people who i really only meet once in a while. not many people turned up so that was the only dampening part. but abigail was really really really really funny, she really brightened up my day
okok back to countdown mode; 54 days left to go. :D
