Its been so long!since i last blogged here.so long that i've decided with a new outlook. haha i have to thank christie for complaining that she cant read my blog on her mac if not i'm really lazy to change the skin, what more personalising it.haha and also special mention eugene reiterating it can be done. So much have changed over the past months i could only say time had been the sole culprit, both good and bad, unprecedented and uncalled for. ORD wasn't as wholesome as what i thought it to be, what with the sudden lost of income, though the element of euphoria could never be described; all guys will know haha. Its a critical moment as well, in terms of having offically re-attained the title of Mr, i realised that the world would not allow you to remain a kid forever, crying over spilled milk. Its time i tackle problems on my own, as if traversing the narrows of a maze, i'll have to account of my turning right or left. Most importantly, i couldn't just stay put and not do anything.
I would say army wasn't that bad after all. For two years of my life, it was actually rather fulfilling. and my tour as an officer in iti, having to deal with reservists really exposed me, though there were really distasteful moments. it all but moulded me into who i am now. and i really want to thank all my superiors, warrant officers, jianzhi, xiao guang, zhiwei, aloysius, charles kaidick faiz, and the others who have made my stay memorable.
Its a time of moving on, and i'm glad with the recent spate of meet-ups with friends, surprisingly some as long as five years, to see that they have all progressed in life, some having massive dreams, which is good. And its kinda sad seeing friends leave for further studies, maybe its that sense of attachment thats present in friendships, and i hope it could continue for as far as my legs would allow me to continue standing.
A job is what i need now, hmm and thats the first step of the pursue of my dreams. like i said before, i really hope to travel the world one day, the first on the list Japan. henceforth i've to really start saving. Quite happy that at least i've two jobs pending, both paying quite well. the next thing would be studies. yes i'm looking forward to it, i really am.
the bells rang so abruptly it startled me, heralding yet another frenzy of pandemonium at every corner of the compound, like that of an ant's nest. it was a feeling as if a war has ended, and like an anxious bee, buzzing out in search of something of rejuvenation, amongst few hundred of my kind. it was a warm feeling altogether, knowing that many others could share similar thoughts at one particular time. it was, recess time. I remember so clearly the funs of the past, i reminisce those times in school, teachers ever-present by your side, and you'll come to realise, gone were those days, and how much you could have cherished the past more.
