i was on a mission just now, in giving a lizard another chance to live a better life, instead of trespassing into my room.totally out of bounds man. den it was damn dumb i decided not to kill it, i used a huge piece of newspaper, scooped it up and made my way to the main door. just when i was about to open the door to let it go it decided to do a spiderman, jumped off and disappeared. super waste of time ha
i was really glad to be home, like finally. then back to camp, suddenly everything felt so distant, even though i was only out in the field for four days. new faces, but same environment, was enough to stir up some confusion in my head already. that sucks. i wished i was studying again, even though i definitely won't be saying the same thing again when i'm really in it
the weather is getting really erratic and i think if humans follow the same trend, there'd be show everyday. and i realised one thing, i read faster when the fonts are bigger
somehow i think, those security found at SMRT stations doesn't seem to be doing their jobs right cause i one of those few who carries a huge bag around. and never once i was stopped for a stop check or sth cus i thought it'd be nice if they checked, at least i'll know those spot-check points are actually in use. who knows if really someone brings on board dangerous stuff
really wonder if its possible to drink, and not turn red. cause i turn really red just drinking abit, and thats really sad haha. maybe its really possible, cus i saw shooting star just on wednesday, my first time =D
the wells of euphoria seem to have already dried up, only when febuary calls then all would be fine again. i really hope it would recover in time, even though time could never ever be challenged
somehow, i still hesitating, whether i should get a camera for myself, damn tempting cause i could get some lobang for discountand and next wed i'm flying off already. some yaylife is full of surprises all the time, even with much preparation, things can still go wrong, and sometimes, with totally no preparation at all, things can go astonishingly well
