i stared overhead as the dark clouds appear to clear, after weeks of dull skies and rampant precipitation that never seem to ruin one's day. its like a new beginning altogether, CO and xiao zhen's departure sure heralds that, and i always respect LTC Koh's direction towards how should we view life, and his manner of organisation which i do think works wonders. beyond doubt i guess i'm a little sad that yet another two members have left the family, and the way it ended with a handshake whilst myself being quite drowsy on alcohol, the emotions deep in still are crystal clear; all i can say is, thank you for everything, and ALL THE BEST, sir!
its bad, cause i haven been staying home much, i have been spending, sleeping little, not watching my health et cetera. definitely i hope something could snap me out of this reverie, take a bold step and move on. it have been stagnant all this while and of course that is the whole point. i'm glad as what eugene said, to meet as many people as possible, and i'm done with almost half, though i'm not sure whether its a good thing or a bad one. still, i'd have to find time for my family, for it is after all them who designed my very existance
so much to accomplish, in such a short period of time. and i haven had thoughts on my new year resolutions, sure i need to give myself a quiet time out alone to ponder, what is life all about
and finally, a chance of respite from everything and anything, the week all of us yearn for all year, the week of christmas! though i don't really celebrate this festive occasion, still i dearly harbour the thought of santa on his reindeer coming by, only to see a present lying snugly in my giant green sock the next morning, hanging by my door..
